I’m open for commissions again!

If you’re in for it, you can find the info and price list here.

lefrin said: With that gif how could I now ask :D What are you waiting for the most this fall? How about winter? How about a dinner with some friends some time this fall? Like that one time ages ago when we went to eat chinese aaa I miss that ;__;

My lure worked! \o/

Hmm, hmm. I think this fall I’m waiting for Tracon the most. I’m not too excited just yet but out of all the other things that might be the most pleasant one. I mean I’m going to have the messiest fall because of all the last courses that I’m supposed to attend and my candidate thesis that I’m supposed to finish if I want to graduate this year. Ughhh. Oh yeah and I’m waiting for the discussions and planning I’m supposed to have with Jesmo after Tracon about WCS next year. (But I’m also super worried about that because this year there were so many who wanted to take part and couldn’t get in and I’m afraid that’ll happen to us next year.) And in winter I’m waiting for the tax rebate. Because I’m going to have money. Yay. :’D

And I’d love to have dinner with some friends (including you, I know what you did there) this fall! >u<

How about you? Anything worth waiting for this year, for what’s left of it? :>

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I have been in need of socializing for quite a while now and hey you, if you’d like to ask me anything or chat or something, my ask box is open (and anon is on)! I understand that it might be hard to approach people even if invited to, but anyway, I’d really like that. :>

I think after 5 years I should maybe try to sell some of my art in Artist Alley somewhere again. (The question is: when, where and with who, because I sure am not going to do that alone for various reasons. So if someone would like to have me sometime at some con as their partner in crime, I’d be interested. :>)

So I have quite a few frames on my walls and I’m even thinking of putting up a couple more. I dunno, I just like having stuff in frames and put up to see.

The bunny in white frames is my bunny Dot (passed away in 2011), the three b&w photos next to her are of my dad and his family when he was a child. The drawings of Morrigan and Fenris are made by the amazing niimonn. All of the other pictures are made by yours truly. I’m still wishing to switch some drawings to something else (like I want to get rid of that girl with a bun but I have yet to figure out something as huge as that) but this is what I’ll have to go with for the time being.

I don’t even know why I wanted to show this. I’m just kind of amused by having so much art and stuff on my walls. In frames. I’ve never really been a poster kind of gal. I dunno. I like appreciating art like this.

So I’ve been cleaning our house today and while at it I’ve gone through old drawings and paintings of mine. I found this and I have to say something about it. This is the first painting by which I realized I might be good at arts. I was 10 years old. Sure, it definitely has very childlike characteristics but I’m still pretty damn proud of being able to pull that off at such young age. And I&#8217;m happy I&#8217;ve just kept going.

So I’ve been cleaning our house today and while at it I’ve gone through old drawings and paintings of mine. I found this and I have to say something about it. This is the first painting by which I realized I might be good at arts. I was 10 years old. Sure, it definitely has very childlike characteristics but I’m still pretty damn proud of being able to pull that off at such young age. And I’m happy I’ve just kept going.

The healthy conversations with my brother

  • Brother: Have you eaten today?
  • Me: No.
  • Brother: Do you intend to?
  • Me: I don't know.
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stormcaptain said: talk to me about telltale games, i'm in the middle of wolf among us ch2 and i just- nnnghghgghhghgh i'm so in love. i also played the first ep of the walking dead a bit and i love it too but asfkldhg. ashflkhsklf. I want Bigby to dominate me so bad. Me and my old guy-fixation.

stormcaptain:

yumikoyuki:

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you bet your sweet butt I’ll answer your call!

Just a heads up for the people who have not played these games. I’m not handing out any spoilers, but there may be some… intense feelings and I WILL talk about these games. So no spoilers of the story, yes feelings about the game itself. Your call to read or not.

I’m so so so so glad you started playing TWAU, I mean I can’t even. I’ve been pretty much alone with this obsession of mine. I have played the game with two friends, too, and they have loved it. But after every episode I’ve been in pain for having to wait for the next episode. Good for you for not starting it until now. :D (If I had known I’d be so hooked I’d probably have thought about waiting until the whole game was out. I mean I’m always doing that with Game of Thrones and it works fine for me.) But now it’s out and I’m so sad there’s no more TWAU. ;_; I’m just waiting for a second season.

I think the best chapters of the game are definitely the first and the last. For me the first episode was such a mind blower I can’t even handle it now. I’m usually really quick with my mind and predicting skills (and I’m like super proud of that. I may not be the most efficient with combats and tactics and stuff, but give me a case and I will solve the fuck out of it) but after that first episode I felt myself so damn stupid for not seeing it coming at all. I mean I felt like OBVIOUSLY I SHOULD HAVE but I didn’t and I just remember sitting in front of my computer in shock my mouth wide open and screaming “WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT. NO. FFFF-” Which doesn’t happen quite often. But I’ve gathered that Telltale Games has the skill to make me do that.

Also, after the first episode I had the most intense need to cosplay one of the characters from the game, but I hadn’t yet seen any that would really interest me in that way. So I wanted to wait until I had seen the whole game and then pick. I never pick my cosplays like that. Normally I see the character, fall in love with it and want to cosplay it. But this is such an awesome game for me that even though there might not be any characters who make me feel like “yes, this is it”, I don’t really care. I want to cosplay something from this game for the love I have for it.

Yeah. Yeah. I fell in love with Bigby the first damn second I saw him and even worse when he opened his mouth. I. Just. God. Dam. Love. Him. And sweet lord what wouldn’t I give to have that fine fictional being in bed with me. You have no idea. Except I’m happy that you actually do.

My brother bought TWD for me as a Christmas present on Steam and he included a message. “I bet you don’t have the courage!” :D He knew that I’m a big wuss when trying to play any horror games myself and I couldn’t believe he actually did that when he knew me so well. I then decided to test myself and when I met the first walker I was so scared. I tried to kill it a few times but to no avail. I tried to get my brother to play through that point because I was quite scared and felt really helpless for not being able to get through that part. But after getting through I started feeling a lot more comfortable with the game, how it works and how the story goes. And I learned it’s not really that scary and it’s actually really, really awesome. And I fell in love.

I now remembered that also with TWAU my brother was the one who suggested me to play it and he had tried to make me do so for really long, but I always brushed him off saying something like “I’m busy, I’ll do that when I have time. Sometime”. I knew I’d love the game, I was hooked with the whole idea even before seeing anything of the game, so I knew I’d need a perfect time to play it and possibly recover. :D Ahh, my brother is the best.

I’m so sad the last episode of TWD season 2 is out soon and then I have no Telltale games to wait for. ;o; You just enjoy the hell out of both of those games while you can!

For some reason tumblr didn’t show me this at all so yeah. But oh loooooord I started chapter 4 although I should be in bed and I’m just haskfldshlsdhlsfhlsfdh

I haven’t wanted to cosplay anything for  a long time but Snow White is adorable as shit (Bigby/Snow = OTP tbh, me/Bigby also works) and I’m just ahsflkasfkhl. i need to restrain myself and play these carefully, I don’t want to run out of them too soon. 

also

give me a grumpy, occasionally adorably awkward older man who is actually a wolf in disguise and i’m in love. 

YOU JUST WAIT FOR THE FINAL CHAPTER I KID YOU NOT. AND THEN PLAY THE GAME AGAIN. I’m actually thinking if I should play it again. I’m in the middle of a playthrough atm and my goal with that is to be the nastiest fuck to everyone (I’m sorry Snow ;_;)

Ahhh I know, I felt all giddy with those two and pretty much hold my breath every time something was more or less about to happen.

Oh god you’d be like the sweetest Snow ever! I still don’t know really which character I’d like to do myself, I’ve thought about Beauty or Faith. But. I dunno.

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Even though I don’t know anything, I’m proud of you. I know I can’t help you from here, but. Good luck! Take all the time that you need.

Thanks, though I myself don’t know if I should be proud of myself or not. I am the kind who likes to cry out of happiness or sadness because it usually makes things easier after that and who finds it easy to talk about their feelings. Now that I haven’t done so in such a long time I don’t really feel like myself. I mean I’ve never been the kind who hides things or avoids “serious” talks or sad situations or all that stuff. So. Yeah. I dunno. :’>

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I love Robin Williams’ movies. I don’t even think it’s possible to love them more. And I’ve been meaning to have a movie marathon. But I’m not sure how soon I’ll be able to do that when I can’t bring myself to watch even one. I’ve never really been the kind to avoid unpleasant situations (unless it’s about anger management, I don’t want to fight), but this feels way too bad atm. I just know I won’t be able to handle it, also because his situation has always felt a little too close to me.

I feel like overall I’m avoiding unpleasant feelings by not thinking about them and I’m not sure if that’s a sign of healing or if I’ve just gotten good at faking it and I’m just waiting to crack. Gosh. At least I haven’t been self-destructive since May. (This is also to let my friends know.) I mean I haven’t cried in months whereas I normally cry, like, every week for any reason. And I kind of avoid situations that might make me cry, maybe because I’m scared that I won’t stop if I start.

stormcaptain said: talk to me about telltale games, i'm in the middle of wolf among us ch2 and i just- nnnghghgghhghgh i'm so in love. i also played the first ep of the walking dead a bit and i love it too but asfkldhg. ashflkhsklf. I want Bigby to dominate me so bad. Me and my old guy-fixation.

I scrolled through my TWAU tag and found this:

yumikoyuki:

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you bet your sweet butt I’ll answer your call!

Just a heads up for the people who have not played these games. I’m not handing out any spoilers, but there may be some… intense feelings and I WILL talk about these games. So no spoilers of the story, yes feelings about the game itself. Your call to read or not.

I’m so so so so glad you started playing TWAU, I mean I can’t even. I’ve been pretty much alone with this obsession of mine. I have played the game with two friends, too, and they have loved it. But after every episode I’ve been in pain for having to wait for the next episode. Good for you for not starting it until now. :D (If I had known I’d be so hooked I’d probably have thought about waiting until the whole game was out. I mean I’m always doing that with Game of Thrones and it works fine for me.) But now it’s out and I’m so sad there’s no more TWAU. ;_; I’m just waiting for a second season.

I think the best chapters of the game are definitely the first and the last. For me the first episode was such a mind blower I can’t even handle it now. I’m usually really quick with my mind and predicting skills (and I’m like super proud of that. I may not be the most efficient with combats and tactics and stuff, but give me a case and I will solve the fuck out of it) but after that first episode I felt myself so damn stupid for not seeing it coming at all. I mean I felt like OBVIOUSLY I SHOULD HAVE but I didn’t and I just remember sitting in front of my computer in shock my mouth wide open and screaming “WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT. NO. FFFF-” Which doesn’t happen quite often. But I’ve gathered that Telltale Games has the skill to make me do that.

Also, after the first episode I had the most intense need to cosplay one of the characters from the game, but I hadn’t yet seen any that would really interest me in that way. So I wanted to wait until I had seen the whole game and then pick. I never pick my cosplays like that. Normally I see the character, fall in love with it and want to cosplay it. But this is such an awesome game for me that even though there might not be any characters who make me feel like “yes, this is it”, I don’t really care. I want to cosplay something from this game for the love I have for it.

Yeah. Yeah. I fell in love with Bigby the first damn second I saw him and even worse when he opened his mouth. I. Just. God. Dam. Love. Him. And sweet lord what wouldn’t I give to have that fine fictional being in bed with me. You have no idea. Except I’m happy that you actually do.

My brother bought TWD for me as a Christmas present on Steam and he included a message. “I bet you don’t have the courage!” :D He knew that I’m a big wuss when trying to play any horror games myself and I couldn’t believe he actually did that when he knew me so well. I then decided to test myself and when I met the first walker I was so scared. I tried to kill it a few times but to no avail. I tried to get my brother to play through that point because I was quite scared and felt really helpless for not being able to get through that part. But after getting through I started feeling a lot more comfortable with the game, how it works and how the story goes. And I learned it’s not really that scary and it’s actually really, really awesome. And I fell in love.

I now remembered that also with TWAU my brother was the one who suggested me to play it and he had tried to make me do so for really long, but I always brushed him off saying something like “I’m busy, I’ll do that when I have time. Sometime”. I knew I’d love the game, I was hooked with the whole idea even before seeing anything of the game, so I knew I’d need a perfect time to play it and possibly recover. :D Ahh, my brother is the best.

I’m so sad the last episode of TWD season 2 is out soon and then I have no Telltale games to wait for. ;o; You just enjoy the hell out of both of those games while you can!

A spoiler free post.

You know, I played The Wolf Among Us (the first chapter) yesterday. Twice. In a row. And today I want to play it again. But I refrain myself from doing that. Because this isn’t looking healthy. I have to calm my tits and just wait for the Chapter 2 to come out next year. See, this is exactly the reason I didn’t wan’t to buy the game and would have wanted to play all five chapters straight through in one go. But nooo, my brother had to be the best brother ever by telling me that I’ll die happy if I play it and he knows I’ll love it to bits. And since I didn’t buy it for myself, he did as a Christmas present. My relationship with my brother is a war of affection and aggravation. Why does he do this to meeeeeee-

Bigby, come to bed with me, please.

Yes, my insanity lies in my brother’s hands. I tried to avoid it, but he forced me to do it. My hands are clean. Totally. Yes.

yumikoyuki:

I succeeded in refraining myself from playing the game for the third time in a row. But instead I couldn’t resist drawing Bigby. I have feels, okay!

yumikoyuki:

I succeeded in refraining myself from playing the game for the third time in a row. But instead I couldn’t resist drawing Bigby. I have feels, okay!

so beautiful *___* best boyfriends<3

: D <3

stormcaptain said: talk to me about telltale games, i'm in the middle of wolf among us ch2 and i just- nnnghghgghhghgh i'm so in love. i also played the first ep of the walking dead a bit and i love it too but asfkldhg. ashflkhsklf. I want Bigby to dominate me so bad. Me and my old guy-fixation.

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you bet your sweet butt I’ll answer your call!

Just a heads up for the people who have not played these games. I’m not handing out any spoilers, but there may be some… intense feelings and I WILL talk about these games. So no spoilers of the story, yes feelings about the game itself. Your call to read or not.

I’m so so so so glad you started playing TWAU, I mean I can’t even. I’ve been pretty much alone with this obsession of mine. I have played the game with two friends, too, and they have loved it. But after every episode I’ve been in pain for having to wait for the next episode. Good for you for not starting it until now. :D (If I had known I’d be so hooked I’d probably have thought about waiting until the whole game was out. I mean I’m always doing that with Game of Thrones and it works fine for me.) But now it’s out and I’m so sad there’s no more TWAU. ;_; I’m just waiting for a second season.

I think the best chapters of the game are definitely the first and the last. For me the first episode was such a mind blower I can’t even handle it now. I’m usually really quick with my mind and predicting skills (and I’m like super proud of that. I may not be the most efficient with combats and tactics and stuff, but give me a case and I will solve the fuck out of it) but after that first episode I felt myself so damn stupid for not seeing it coming at all. I mean I felt like OBVIOUSLY I SHOULD HAVE but I didn’t and I just remember sitting in front of my computer in shock my mouth wide open and screaming “WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT. NO. FFFF-” Which doesn’t happen quite often. But I’ve gathered that Telltale Games has the skill to make me do that.

Also, after the first episode I had the most intense need to cosplay one of the characters from the game, but I hadn’t yet seen any that would really interest me in that way. So I wanted to wait until I had seen the whole game and then pick. I never pick my cosplays like that. Normally I see the character, fall in love with it and want to cosplay it. But this is such an awesome game for me that even though there might not be any characters who make me feel like “yes, this is it”, I don’t really care. I want to cosplay something from this game for the love I have for it.

Yeah. Yeah. I fell in love with Bigby the first damn second I saw him and even worse when he opened his mouth. I. Just. God. Dam. Love. Him. And sweet lord what wouldn’t I give to have that fine fictional being in bed with me. You have no idea. Except I’m happy that you actually do.

My brother bought TWD for me as a Christmas present on Steam and he included a message. “I bet you don’t have the courage!” :D He knew that I’m a big wuss when trying to play any horror games myself and I couldn’t believe he actually did that when he knew me so well. I then decided to test myself and when I met the first walker I was so scared. I tried to kill it a few times but to no avail. I tried to get my brother to play through that point because I was quite scared and felt really helpless for not being able to get through that part. But after getting through I started feeling a lot more comfortable with the game, how it works and how the story goes. And I learned it’s not really that scary and it’s actually really, really awesome. And I fell in love.

I now remembered that also with TWAU my brother was the one who suggested me to play it and he had tried to make me do so for really long, but I always brushed him off saying something like “I’m busy, I’ll do that when I have time. Sometime”. I knew I’d love the game, I was hooked with the whole idea even before seeing anything of the game, so I knew I’d need a perfect time to play it and possibly recover. :D Ahh, my brother is the best.

I’m so sad the last episode of TWD season 2 is out soon and then I have no Telltale games to wait for. ;o; You just enjoy the hell out of both of those games while you can!